So far and so close

Finding such special friends feels like a space far from the reality we see. There is this space framed and held by this timeless sensation of ecstacy. Being surrounded by transparent, open indiviudals is a space far from the reality we see. The secret of these relationship gardens is there is this transcedant key that stays within us holding us safely and securely, no matter the place.. because these sort of dynamics are transcendant. Yet reaching and having this nest established so early leaves a yearning for the continuation of such heavenly moments, simply saying.. meeting your soul family early on will always leave a beautiful yet a misplaced nostalgic feeling, as in Pink Floyds song, "Shine on you crazy diamond" pts 1,5 "You reached for the secret too soon".  I sip in their galactic tea and let the bliss seap inside, nourishing me to ony grow and expand for the best of myself. As my love deepens for them, I learn they are pure reflections of the unstroked parts of myself..the more I learn and see them the more I learn and see me. We are at an age of total absorption, where all we surround we become..we are sensitive and curious. When we age we become more set in our shapes, yet encountering the softness of these souls, we have been loosened early on. These vessels of light are the beams I lean on and are the ones I trust most in my ground. With the specific touch of each beam, I seep a bit of their ways in my next steps and fly and fly, yet not alone.. with all of them deeply inside of the spaces in my heart. I thank these angels for exisiting as they are, and showing me the true meaning of life so early on..I will forever carry on with them engraved in my souls and echoing in my earthly motions..te amo mis amores.